Confusion and Mishaps

That's five times i've woken up with nightmares and the worst of headaches. But this time things are different, I am coherent and...the vibes in the room are changing around me.

"Natalie, are you alright?" It was that beautiful man again...uh what's his name?

He sighed, then replied, "Edward" and he smiled--he probably heard the beautiful part too. He seems to be more comfortable with me more so than the others. After all he was the one who found me. Yet, I still feel alienated.

"I should go," I whispered as the feeling of hate crept in my mind. "I truly do not mean to be insulting but I don't belong here! I don't even know why you took me here, I'm fine on my own." The truth was inevitable, I wasn't fine because the expression on my face and just the way i stood there was a given.

"Thank you," I whispered as tears rolled down my shivering face. I headed toward the door. Then I heard them say "No Jacob!" and before I knew it, i was pinned to the couch. I looked forward to see beady brown eyes grazing my face like I were the enemy. Pinned to the cushions, I remained completely still after noticing is was unharmed. I looked into his eyes and it was that moment again, like the Earth stood still. It was a solid bond, like an automatic connection. I didn't quite understand how someone I don't know at all could have such an impact.

"You can't leave," he breathed, then he whispered in my ear, "did you feel that? I need to take care of you, my life is dedicated to you now." I was scared but not confused this seemed so natural for some reason and I could feel myself slipping away from consciousness.

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Jasper put her out again, the Cullens have pride issues. Bloodsuckers are damn wimps, thinking i would hurt her; as if I were that stupid and careless. Being unable to control myself and my emotions sure does make me feel stupid and careless enough. So far, my experience with Forks has just worsened my cause. Hanging around vamps all day won't prevent me from turning into a wolf. Since I lost Bella, I feel as though the wolf in me is all I have left. To escape the stress, the reminders, I need to run free.
I won't let them take all of me.

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Twisting Physics: Jacob Continues

Jacob

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Such a Bella thing to do--collapse right on the floor when you walk in. The poor thing must be going into shock. I did as I was told and lifted her onto a nearby couch and helped getting her to wake up. It hardly seemed possible but, the girl was delirious! She would say things like,"I don't wanna go to Kansas" or "there's no place like home" over and over again. I really did feel bad for her. Even if she was a disgusting creature, at least she was only half, I can relate.

There I was sitting near her side with a damp cloth in one hand placed on her forehead. Then the most amazing thing happened. She opened her eyes and called my name and at the moment our eyes met, my heart swam and I was drowning in all the gushiness I was all so suddenly feeling for this vampire girl. And that thought made me cringe the slightest bit:

I imprinted a half human, half vampire girl.

What do you want to take away from me now? You already took away my sanity, what else? This girl just wanders in and starts to twist physics. Kill me now!

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